i'm thinking to delete some previous entry which is lovey dovey entry.. but hmm i dont know. haha no guess what aku tak akan delete entry entry tersebut. biar la ia nya menjadi kenangan, bila terbaca balik boleh rasa macam mana hangatnya bercinta time itu macam dunia ini kau yang punya. bila dah putus, you die i happy. lol. then esok dah ada anak (lol verangans) mana la tahu kan boleh bagi mereka baca hahaha im not a good mommy sons and daughters don't make me as your example..
okay frankly speaking :- no more love, no more cinta, no more jiwa, no more you and i, no more lovey dovey thingy, no more heartache, no more headache, no more tears. i tried my best to forget every single thing about him but i know i can't. been together for 2 years adalah satu jangka masa yang agak lama for me. susahnya membina, tapi saat runtuh, hilang dalam sekelip mata. syabas betei.
sangat banyak memories. went to holiday together, shopping, movies, aaaaaaaa *wipe tears* but nevermind i assume we're not meant for each other. Allah knows best. i know..
but thankyou, dear ex. aku sudah maafkan kamu. no worries. no dendam, no regret. i believe in Allah. mungkin kita banyak lupakan Dia dan terlalu sibuk dengan percintaan, dan sebab itu Dia pisahkan kita supaya kembali ingatkan Dia.
dan aku selalu berdoa, kalau kami ada jodoh dekatkan lah hati kami tetapi jika kami tiada jodoh, aku mohon Allah sabarkan hatiku dan jauhkan kami. dan tenangkan lah hati kami..
aaaa so i guess enough with lovey dovey entry for now. now focus to be a good muslimah.
O Allah, lead me to the right path. May Allah forgive my sins. Amin. and thankyou Allah..
